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Things I've Learned About Myself

These are kind of random... Some might be deeper than others, but here are some things I have recently learned about myself.

1) I have a lot of recurring themes in my dreams. I've had a lot of dreams about Harry Potter, going to Prom/some big high school event, losing my shoes, driving and a lot of dreams wondering around a mall I don't know that looks vaguely familiar. I feel like I can kind of analyze some of them, but I'm not really an expert or anything. For example my dreams about driving used to always happen when I was a teenager about to get my license. I still don't have my license, but I don't get these dreams as often as I used to. It pretty much always goes that my mom is somewhere (usually my grandparents house I think) and for some reason I need to drive myself home. There are usually toys in the back seat, but like older toys that I don't have anymore and I go like "oh that's where they are." I feel like this is just a dream about growing up and trying to make mature and responsible decisions. I don't want to drive the car because I don't know how to drive, but I always know I have to anyway.

My most recent dream like this was a little different though. I'm not totally sure where I was, but I had to drive my moms car home and in this dream I could see out the window... usually I only see the back seat and not the front. And there weren't any toys there was a little girl that I was afraid I was going to hit. I feel like this is a symbol of me looking into my future instead of my past and how it will effect others... very deep actually.It felt like a nightmare at the time, but now I think it might be more positive?

As for the Harry Potter dreams I just think that's something cool. I have more Breaking Bad dreams than Harry Potter dreams now. And I'm always at the mall, I worked at a mall for years so that makes sense. Losing my shoes I still don't understand, but I haven't had one of those dreams in a really long time. And prom doesn't happen often, but its happened at least twice.

2) On TV, I almost prefer when a couple is together on the show and gets married rather than when they have the whole "will they or won't they" going on... although I am liking New Girl and The Mindy Project for those reasons... I feel like there's something about the relationships that usually make the show stronger. I just want people to be with the love of their life and be married forever. Monica and Chandler were my favorite couple on Friends, not Ross and Rachel. I think Parks and Rec has been way more interesting now that Ben and Leslie are together and April and Andy are together. I don't know, there's just something to the whole tv relationship thing that I really like.

3) I'm a believer in Astrology. I mean to some extent, if I hear someone talking about astrology I'll kind of think it's bullshit... but I know there's something to it. I'm a Libra and I feel like my life is all about balance. That is probably why I like it so much in television when couples get together... lol. I'm very indecisive because I'm very open-minded and I weigh decisions of both sides. Even if I disagree with someone, unless they say something totally ignorant I will see their side of the argument.

4) Another reason why I believe in astrology is that I've only ever been attracted to Capricorns and maybe a few other Libras. I've read things that say Libras admire Capricorn's and I totally believe that. I wouldn't be attracted to someone I didn't have any respect for, and because Libras respect Capricorns... it just makes sense to me. I also feel like a lot of the Capricorn traits do balance out the Libra traits... so it makes sense to me. I don't know. There's something to that.

5) I feel like I'm kind of a jealous person in general, but not with relationships really. I don't know I feel like it would be super hard to make me jealous or angry. I do think that sometimes girls need to know when to back off of guys... and a lot of times I'll be jealous of things that other people have... but I don't think I'll ever be super jealous to the point where it keeps me up at night plotting revenge or something like that. I kind of feel like I'm living the best life that I can live, another person's life might be great for them... but it wouldn't be for me really because I like who I am. Sometimes I'll be jealous of what another person has... but it wouldn't be a jealousy that lasts very long. This is
probably a more recent thing that's happened. Not sure when exactly, I feel like I was super jealous of people in high school... but whatever. My life is more stable now I think, so I guess that makes sense.

6) Back to dreams- I've pretty much only had romantic dreams about comedians in the past 5 years or so. Zach Galifinakis, Aziz Ansari, Joel McHale, Doug Benson I think was in there. These aren't people I find attractive in real life but I am quite a big fan of the first 3... not that I don't like Doug Benson, but I don't know him all that well to say that I like him or not. There has also been the cast of Glee a few years ago, The Red Power Ranger, and other people that I've been attracted to in real life. And Jesse Pinkman maybe. That's about it. I read that sex dreams are about people that you want to be more like, and these weren't sex dreams... but I guess I want to be more like those people since I do want to be a comedian. When the Glee dreams happened i watched A TON of Glee... same with Breaking Bad and Power Rangers... but I do admire the leadership skills and fighting power of the Red Power Ranger... so that makes sense.

I also posted this a day before I should have... Oops.

Byeeeeee!
-Shannon



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