The Daily Something

This is weird because as I'm writing this I'm in a public library and flipping through my bujo and writing in this notebook that I write the "first drafts" of my blog in... but whatever! Hopefully no one thinks I'm crazy! This isn't the neatest setup so far... but I'm hoping to get a little better with it as time goes on... but for now I'll show this to you guys and maybe you guys can suggest some things. Maybe this will just stress you guys out too much and you'll never read this blog again... My first page just says 2020 with some swirly designs around it and then I have my 2020 goals and I wanted to test out my gel pens- so on the next page I just wrote my name a bunch of times in each gel pens and I did some doodles using each color of the gel pens. Next Up- January Month at a glance! I wrote a little calendar... which I messed up by making Monday the fitst day of the week and Sunday the last day... Ugh. Not too bad- but I'll reme...

Ok... I'm probably being a little dramatic with the title... but still! This is something we need to talk about and that's it lol. So today has been pretty great so far actually. I won an award at work... which was actually really cool and its good to know I'm doing a good job and people appreciate me. I also got to see my niece who is adorable and it's just been a nice day and stuff. I had my new favorite water bottle filled up- it has little pictures of dogs doing yoga. Sooo cute... and I was drinking it and noticed it kinda smelled bad. Didn't think much of it- just thought "maybe I should clean it" and that should help better. Then I realized the cap broke and I wondered if that was what was causing the smell. And suddenly it didn't just smell bad. It smelled kind of like cement or like paint... so I have no idea if whatever was holding the cap together broke and released into my bottle or if something else happened... or if I'm just go...

So just for some fun- I'm going to start out by telling you guys my resolution when I was an Edgy Freshman in High School. I wanted someone to ask me "Don't you think you're crossing the line?" And for my response to be "What line?" This was an actual thing I told people semi seriously (Ok it was more of a joke- but I did really want to do that.) This resolution is better. I've realized something: I am a nice person. So... why is that a bad thing? Well- I'm not sure the people I'm closest to would necessarily agree with that. I'm sometimes very moody and easily upset when I get stressed out. And I feel like something that might be what is stressing me out is that I'm TOO nice to... people that I should probably be a little tougher with. I feel like people might be under the impression that I don't have a backbone when it comes to some things... and that isn't something I want people to think. I might be too trusting of peo...